The New Year is a time to reflect upon the past year. In 2009, I let myself get out of shape. Terribly, horribly out of shape. I can’t remember the last time I was this bad. And now with 2010 here, it’s time to turn back the clock and reverse the damage I’ve done to my body.
First of all, I need to lose weight. I’ve been steadily gaining weight around my mid-section. This is the worst place to gain weight. Larger waists increase your likelihood of heart attack, and though I’m still young, if I continued on this path, I’d wind up like my grandparents; I’d die before my time from heart disease. No matter how poorly I eat, I never seem to get really fat, but that doesn’t matter, if I’m eating all the wrong foods filled with saturated and trans fats, and I’m not exercising enough, I’m doing damage to my heart.
Secondly, I need to get back in shape. I was a born runner. Like my daughter, I was walking around 9 months, and shortly after, I learned to run. And I never stopped. To the frustration of my parents, I ran constantly, no matter where I was. I loved to run. Now however, running even a couple miles wears me out. And worst of all, I hate it. I hate running. I can’t stand being out of breath. I can’t stand the ache in my lungs, the burning feeling in my throat, the tension in my body, and the overwhelming desire to stop. Everything in my body is telling me, “you’re going to die if you keep running”, and for the first time in my life, I’m listening. In order to get back in shape, I need to ignore that voice telling me to stop, I need to push through the pain, and I need to rediscover my love of running.
And lastly, I need to find a diet and exercise routine for life. There are two phases in this plan. First of all, I’m going to push myself really hard to lose this extra, get in great shape, and get back where I once was. But then I also need to discover how to stay healthy. I can’t let myself go again in a year or two and start this all over. I need to find a diet for life, one that I will stick to, one that is somewhat enjoyable so I don’t go crazy after a few months and indulge. I need to find an exercise routine I also enjoy, one that keeps me fit without making me worn out, without making me hate exercise. This is going to be the most challenging part of this.
So, in summary, my New Year’s Resolutions are to lose weight, get fit, and stay that way.
Kip